CHASING MY DREAMS

I've decided to make some life changing decisions going into 2012. FAITH WITHOUT WORK IS DEAD!! GOD has bestowed upon me some amazing gifts and it is time for me to STOP BULLSHITTIN AND MAKE IT HAPPEN! I am currently in the process of self-publishing my first book and I am excited. This has been a life long dream of mine. I've been writing since the 6th grade. My teacher Mr. Meyers opened me up to a whole new world and I THANK HIM FOR THAT!! I have some amazing plans in the making and I am exciting. I will definitely be making some changes in 2012. All will be for the better. As you all know this has been a very strenuous year for me, but with GOD's grace and define intervention I have prevailed to see another year and I am humbled. I am truly blessed. My life is heading in a different direction and My Lord and Saviour has already given me a sneak preview of what's to come. Well I wish you all well and HAVE A BLESSED AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Coming Full Circle

Life is a funny thing sometimes. It's amazing how GOD will bring you full circle, right back to a place where you once were. Leaving you with questions you thought you already had the answers to. A time when you question everything you once knew. It is actually a time of growth and awareness. Just when you think you have it all figured out you realize that you really ain't figured out shit!! LOL.... I find myself taking a step back and actually laughing at the situation.  I am aware of the humor that lays within it all. Please don't get me wrong, it is not always a laughable situation, but in that very moment it becomes something that you can't explain, but you definitely understand it. Sometimes I often ask myself if I have made the right choices in my life. I look at where I am, where I've been and where I'm going. Truth is I have many answers, but the only one I can't really find the true answer to, is where I am going. Although I have a plan for where I would like to be GOD has a much different plan for me. I understand that in those moments it is not always about finding the answers to unanswered questions, it is about listening. Coming Full Circle is a life changing process if you are willing to listen.

CHASING MY DREAMS!!

SO I am finally chasing my dreams. I have been a part of this rat race for many and this last year has been the worst. I have sent out over 200 resumes and I can count on one hand the number of interviews I have been on. It is frustrating and deep in my heart I know that I am not a nine to five type person with the lifestyle I live. I need to be flexible and accessible at all times and being restricted to punching a clock day in and day out is NOT my ultimate LIFE GOAL!! I recently my first novel and I am excited. I had no clue which direction to go, but with the help of a GOOD FRIEND, I was led in the right direction. With the knowledge that was bestowed upon me, I have decided to self-publish my first book and really get a BUZZ going out there. I was BLESSED with a plethora of information that was somewhat overwhelming, but I am ready to do what needs to be done. I am excited. I know that this is my DREAM AND MY GIFT. And it is time to stop wasting both my talent and my time. I will definitely keep you call posted. Peace and Blessings!!!

RANDOMNESS

 I've got a multitude of thoughts going through my head right now. I had a conversation last week that put some things into perspective for me. I was informed that my book can actually be published within 30 days. And I can publish it myself. I hope and pray that I get the SUPPORT I need from my friends, family, and even those that I do not know. This past year has definitely been a journey, but GOD keeps HIS hand on me at all times. I am forever grateful and indebted to my LORD AND SAVIOUR.
On some other randomness I may be getting a job soon. I am definitely excited about that considering it will be generating some additional funds into my pocket.........
Ok more randomness. As I'm sitting here blogging I get a text about a major move with the Lakers acquiring Chris Paul for Odom and Gasol. Ok now I'm back focused......No I'm not I'm lying. lololol........ So on that note I'm gonna cut it short and get back with you all later!!!