I AM HAPPY

Life can unfold in so many ways that its amazing. A few months ago my life was in a totally different place. I was unemployed, my mom was not well, and I was spinning my wheels on how I was going to pay my bills. I held a lot of resentment and anger towards people who hurt me and I was stuck. Stuck in a place that was not healthy for me. I had to let all of those things go and push forward. I found myself holding on to people that I should of let go a long time ago. But I have such a kind heart that I always try to see the best in people and I believe that it is that side that people will give to me. How wrong was I. But trust me it is a lesson learned. I am in a much better place and things are definitely moving in the right direction. I know that there will be a few more bumps in the road, but I'm prepared to handle what comes my way. I WAS BUILT FORD TOUGH!! Lol I can truly say that I AM HAPPY!! I am starting a new job, my mom is feeling better, my daughter had an amazing freshman year, and GOD has blessed me to see another year as I am waiting to turn 35 in a few weeks. I know that I am where I am supposed to be. I just need to be patient and enjoy the ride. Relax a little and feel the breeze. GOD BLESS

GETTING BETTER

My mom has been home for a few weeks now and her change has been amazing. GOD IS SOO GOOD!! The most important thing is my mom is finally at peace with herself and this illness that she has. I have never seen her laugh so much. She has so much joy within her spirit and it is refreshing to see. She is much more active and she is really making an effort to do the things that she needs to do in order to live a happier more functionable life. Mental health is extremely important and it is definitely not something that we should ever take for granted. You have to know when to take time out for yourself. You must know that it is okay to break down in the hardest of times. Its olay to admit when you make a mistake, just learn from it and move forward. My mom is a very intelligent woman and that has never changed. Even during the toughest times of her illness, doctors would tell me how high functioning she is, and how intelligent she is, and how she can coomunicate in ways that most people can not communicate. I am just glad to see her back, getting back to what she knows, becoming more comfortable with herself and with the life that she has to live. She still has a long journey ahead of her but I am confident that my mom will do extremely well. GOD BLESS ALL!!

Making Moves

So about a week ago I received a phone call from a friend inquiring if I was interested in working a second part time gig. Of course I said yes. My friend said she would forward my never and have her friend call me. A few days passed by and by the end of the week I received a phone call. I interviewed the very next day, and by the following day I was offered the job. I am so excited. Of course I will be more like full-time because that is what I prefer anyway. I am stepping away from the field I was currently in, which is working with developmentally disabled adults. I will be entering into a field I am familiar with, but this job is a bit different. I am ready to take the bull by the horns. I see some amazing opportunities coming from this job and I am definitely excited. GOD has really done some phenomenal things with my life and the life of my family members these past few weeks. I am eternally grateful for all that MY FATHER does and will continue to do. It is time for me to put my words into action. My next step is to copyright my book, which I must admit I have been dragging my feet on. I cant wait. GOD has revealed some amazing things to me and the truth is the  only one stopping me from receiving my full blessings is ME!! Through self-awareness and enlightenment I have come to terms with some characteristics that must be changed. It is not an easy task because we all know that has human beings we are creature of habit. Unfortunately not all habits are healthy whether it be physical, mental, or even spiritual. The one thing I know I lack for sure is consistency in folloing my own plans. I am always more than willing to help others and follow through with others, but I lack the focus to follow through on my own things. That will all change soon. I THANK YOU ALL FOR SHARING MY EXPERIENCES WITH ME AND LISTENING TO MY VOICE!! WE ALL HAVE ONE AND IT SHOULD BE HEARD!! GOD BLESS!!